"Even if I'm a dog or a beast, I still only want to have her."
Okay. So. Setsuna and Sara, as you can tell, are siblings. Setsuna is in love with his little sister, and she is in love with him back. But they know that what they feel for each other is wrong. At first, they try to stop themselves. But then they realized in the end that their love is too much. And they run away together.
Except (and here comes the spoiler, but I'm fairly sure you won't want to read this manga) they're caught in the middle of a war between heaven and hell. And Sara ends up giving her life to save Setsuna by jumping in front of him. Devastated, Setsuna kills himself. He ends up spending the rest of the manga travelling through the underworld and fighting to save his sister's soul from hell.
Okay, so it doesn't really explain our relationship at all. But they do have a very beautiful relationship, and they love each other more than anything in the world.
"It has always been like this, if you take it away, I won't be myself."
What can I tell you that you don't already know? You're awesome, we've known each other for roughly 7 years now, yet it feels like it was only yesterday. You were and you remain one of my closest friends, someone that I trust completely, and love so very much. I am so absolutely grateful for your love and your support and just your presence in my life. Because things would definitely not be the same without you.
I'm not even sure if I have the words necessary to tell you exactly what you mean to me. Because you mean so much more than words could possibly describe. I'm still in completely awe that we've survived 7 years with each other. Not because it would be hard to stay friends with you, but because I know sometimes I can be difficult and whiney and childish. (Sometimes? More like most of the time.) But you, oh-so-wonderful you, have been through it all. You have stuck with me and coached me through the toughest of tough times.
And for that, I love you.
"If there is one person who won't question my faults... who won't hate me... who will care if I live... then it's okay... "
This song is one of the most beautiful and strangely eerie songs that I think I have ever heard. It is one of my personal favorites, and makes me smile every time I listen to it. I think it describes our relationship in many ways. Thank you so much for pulling me out of the dark tunnels of life when I was so set on sitting there and giving up completely.
Center of the Sun - Poe & Conjure One
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Young girl in the market
Music to the men
When the men leave
Her eyes are red
When her eyes are closed again she sees the dark market of above
And she sings
'They say the most horrible things
But I hear violins, when I close my eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done'
Young boy in the market
Follows all the men
When the men leave
He's out of his head
When his eyes are closed again he sees the dark market of above
And he sings
'They break the most beautiful things
But I hear violins, when I close my eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done
I look into your eyes
And I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done'
Center of the sun
Young boy in the market
Sees the girl alone
And asks her
'Have you lost your way home?'
She sings
'You say the most beautiful things, just like my violins'
I look into your eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done
When I close my eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done
'Cause
I hear violins
I hear violins
I hear violins
I hear violins
Center of the sun
I hear ...violins